[ We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said goodbye... ]
Man, it's been awhile since I've written in this journal, huh? I had to make a totally seperate one for my other friends, because I'm afraid to tell them everything. I really don't trust half of them, so if I put my whole life on this journal and give them the link, I'm doomed. I'd probably have to shoot myself in the head...Plus, I've said a lot of mean things about some of them in this journal, and I DO want friends. To an extent.

Today was the second to the last day of school...can you believe it? Tomorrow I only have half a day, and we have to go bowling. That sucks, I suck at bowling. But I don't really have a choice. I'm pretty sure all of you are wondering what happened today...so I'll just go ahead and tell you.

Well, we went out to eat cuz our teachers took us, so that was fun. But it's really nothing to your interest, so yeah. Ummm...yearbook signing! I wasn't a chicken, I actually was very brave today. ^_^ I asked Chris to sign my yearbook. I mean, I don't need bravery to do that, but yeah. I meant to sign his, but stupid Eilish had his yearbook and he never gave it to me. ;_; I was going to tell him that I'd miss him. So she spoiled my plans and that made me really mad.

Yeah, I also brought my camera to school and took a ton of pictures. And I had the courage to go up to Chris and ask if I could take his picture! ^___^ I was so happy, cuz he said "Sure!" e.e; So now I have a pretty picture of Chris. I'll shoot all people who work with Kodak if that picture doesn't come out. It's gonna be really funny when I get the pictures though, cuz he's in the background of like, three of them.

It's very upsetting though, I can't believe at all (or hardly take it in) that tomorrow is the last day I'll see him! I mean, just recently we've talked a little bit more than usual...I'm really going to miss him. ;_; And I feel so bad, cuz we use to talk all the time! Then I started to like him a lot and I had a harder time talking to him. He probably felt abandoned. ;_; So I'm just going to take every moment in and be happy that I have something to remember him by. ^_^



Boredom took over on Tuesday, May 21, 2002

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"Melodies of Life" ~ Final Fantasy IX
Alone for a while I've been searching through the dark
For traces of the love you left inside my lonely heart
To weave by picking up the pieces that remain
Melodies of life--love's lost refrain

Our paths they did cross, though I cannot say just why
We met, we laughed, we held on fast, and then we said goodbye
And who'll hear the echoes of stories never told?
Let them ring out loud till they unfold

In my dearest memories, I see you reaching out to me
Though you're gone, I still believe that you can call out my name

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine
Adding up the layers of harmony
And so it goes, on and on
Melodies of life,
To the sky beyond the flying birds--forever and beyond

So far and away, see the bird as it flies by
Gliding through the shadows of the clouds up in the sky
I've laid my memories and dreams upon those wings
Leave them now and see what tomorrow brings

In your dearest memories, do you remember loving me?
Was it fate that brought us close and now leaves me behind?

A voice from the past, joining yours and mine
Adding up the layers of harmony
And so it goes, on and on
Melodies of life,
To the sky beyond the flying birds--forever and beyond

If I should leave this lonely world behind
Your voice will still remember our melody
Now I know we'll carry on
Melodies of life
Come circle round and grow deep in our hearts
As long as we remember

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roy g. biv Ç blue
nereid » ocean
typical Æ pisces
louder • linkin park
palette • CLAMP
action! • orlando bloom
i think god can explain dessert before dinner
chopsticks ® eggrolls
my website is my...boredom
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